BIGBANG Alive Tour London (no tickets for me)

Right now, I can't tell you how I am feeling. There are soooo many contradicting feelings at the moment but the main one I am feeling at the moment is depression. The tickets sold out in not even joking A MINUTE. I was on the website BEFORE 9am had two computers and TWO phones to call up. By the time I reached the services at 9:02, all the standing were gone. My friend who was also trying for us nearly got them but then ticket master decided to give her the wrong information and she didn't. I am so flipping depressed to be honest. Actually I am appealing to anyone who is selling the tickets for £120 for standing I will buy them. TWO actually. Also, I am going to take time to say this heartfelt comment to Papa YG: BUN YOU. Bun you for having the ability to spot and support such amazing and talented and swagged out and fucking cool people. Bun you for making my feels explode every time I watch something from a YG artist. Bun you for only doing one London show. Bun you for releasing G dragon into the world. Bun you. Bun you, bun you, bun you *sobs* At the moment I am pretty calm. Probably because I knew it was too good to be true. But then when I think of their songs or the faces (particulary GD's) and think other people in MY city will get to see them but not me, the deep depression comes back. I actually considering making a YouTube video to YG and sending a letter to motherf*ckin Seoul for Pete's sake.